November 2009
609 posts
littleteaspoon:
we deny that we’re tired, we deny that we’re scared, we deny how badly we want to succeed. and most importantly, we deny that we’re in denial. we only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe, and it works. we lie to ourselves so much that after a while the lies start to seem like the truth. we deny so much that we can’t recognise the truth right in front of...
littleteaspoon:
all i ever wanted was to be one of those girls, that never had to deal with the heartache of falling for a boy who was a perfectionist at pretending to be someone he wasn’t.
littleteaspoon:
you know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. you would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. santa claus, the tooth fairy, prince charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually...
littleteaspoon:
looking at herself but wishing she was someone else, because the body of the doll it doesn’t look like hers at all. so she straps it on, she sucks it in, she throws it up, and gives a grin. laughing at herself because she knows she’ll never be that small.
littleteaspoon:
at some point, you have to make a decision. boundaries don’t keep other people out. they fence you in. life is messy. that’s how we’re made. so, you can waste your lives drawing lines. or you can live your life crossing them.
littleteaspoon:
i want to know everything about you. i want to know your past, your present, your future, and all your betweens. i want to know the things you hate and the things you love, because, well… i love you, and i was thinking that maybe… just maybe, you could someday love me too?
littleteaspoon:
i’ve been laying here, laying here for so long, just waiting for your honesty, for all your lies to end. “it’s not you, it’s me”… “i just need time to think”… “you deserve someone better than me”… “no! i’m not seeing anyone one else”… everything; lies, lies, lies.
traveling for my job;
littleteaspoon:
not in the mood to travel a collective 3 hours today for this shoot, but- this is my job and it is what i do. i only have 6 posts left on my queue, so you won’t see much from me for most of the afternoon. i will be back after work. i trust you’re all having good days/sleeps/mornings/afternoons. cheerio until later!
littleteaspoon:
we spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. but the future is always changing. the future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. but one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. the future is never the way we imagined it.
when you're different, sometimes you don't see the...
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